NOT By me but by Jeannie Hund You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else. You ask me if I love you, and I look into the magic of your eyes and promise, "Yes, I LOVE YOU.. I always will." |
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Cary me away Take me away The world is mad The world is so mad The world is driving me mad The world is driveing me so mad The world has diven me mad The world has driven me so mad Am so mad am now just like you So may be Now you will all just let me be As you all have made me just like you |
Thinking of today but Never thinking for tomorow I dont any longer hear a sound of silens But I hear the sound of the day in my nites of my darknes days I dont hear a sound of silens I only now hear the night of days By me alun |
Your so big your so strong You keep a tight hold of my hand you are walking so fast You walk so strong you pull me along and You like to stop me from just looking around By me alun |
There is Nothink of value but you are still thinking of somethink of the price of gold Sound of silens you can no longer hear You feal like you have returned from a jurny but you never did leave home all aown in the dark after you have just put on the lights No longer any think to see and nothink for you to take away from me all that I had was taken away By me aged 15 |
I hear water when am a sleep I hear water when am a sleep I hear water geting longer and loder I hear shouting but don't know what it is saying I hear shouting but it to fare away Voices are in my head shouting at me Am so lonly am so sad I am in my room that is such a mess Am alon I don't go out and never go home I don't go know were no on is calling me To go out no one is on phone any more on is calling am alone am just on my own By me age 16 |
All about me and you The gift of life was mine and yours. Yours and mine to be anythink to do any think But your try to mould me Into what you want me to be I want to be what I am and be who I am going to be Not what you want me to be By me age 13 |
I hear voices all the time I see faces in the corner of my room I hear foot steps in my room go away go away no bodys there no badys there I hear voices all day long shouting my name shouting at me. Pushing me moving me tuching me voices all the time. By me age 11 |
To meany peopel speeking at once To meany peopel chatering at once To meany peopel are on the bus To meany peopel chatinging away Chatering away By me age 14 |
Run away run and jump up high and shout out loud your free now out of scholl go on your way. Find your way out there and not what they all tryed to make you be If you want I'll be hear to help your no your way you are free so go go on your way fly away your stronger now then befor you can go I am free to just as free as you By me aged 12 |
Am looking out of a windows At a coocoo clock The fingers going backwards Spining round the clock Time is going forward Just To fast for me Tyring to cach up But am to small to see By me age 15 |
Am shining a light at your window but you don't hear me I throw a stone at your window but you still you don't see me. Your sole seames empty but mine is full. Full of the love that I have for you. And I have enuth to give to you & to take away but pleas don't just give it away By me age 21 |
NOT BY ME NO MATTER WHAT No matter what they tell us, No matter what they do, No matter what they teach us, What we believe is true. No matter what they call us, However they attack, No matter where they take us, We'll find our own way back. If only tears were laughter, If only night was day, If only prayers were answered, Then we would hear God say, No matter what they tell you, No matter what they do, No matter what they teach you, What you believe is true. And I will keep you safe and strong, And sheltered from the storm, No matter where it's barren, Our dream is big and bold. No matter who they follow, No matter where they lead, No matter how they judge us, I'll be every way unique. No matter if the sun don't shine, Or if the skies are blue, No matter what the end is, My life began with you. I can't deny what I believe, I can't be what I'm not, I know this love's forever, That's all that matters, No matter what. Jim Steinman As performed in "Whistle Down The Wind" by BOYZONE |
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Calling planet Earth " Slow down your spining to fast " your makeing my Dizzy |
Look in to my eyes I look into your eyes but you will never know just how much it truly hurts me As I can not tell you Just how I feal about you But I wish I culd tell you that I love you more Than any words I culd ever say and just when I look in to your eyes and you look back at me I feal that paine that can never go away Both day and night but I shield it away Your nights are my days And Your days are my nights Because I have to say, I love you more than words I Could ever say And when I just look in to your eyes then all my Dark sky's turns blue Just when I look at you. By me alun 26/2/2006 I did this for a guy I love so much only wish I culd tell him |
Some bits of free advice for you |
Never eat yellow snow Don't pee in to the wind Never blaim a dog when you fart if it is a rotwiler Don't try and fly a kite in lighening Don't play with your self in puplic Always put your under pants on before your trousers |
This page was last updated on: October 11, 2008
I have had a big cleen over My web page ther is more to do. Some of what I have taken off will be comeig back on just need to put it in some order. It has been some time from me keeping this up to date. Am going to be adding some more pages over the next weeks & some more links to charities & Help Groups that I care about & why. I have don work for some of them from when I was just aged 11 There is more you can give thats worth more then any amount of money and all that is is some of your time |
I have had this web page from around March 15 2001 |
I just look so cute |
NOT By me but by Jeannie Hund You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else. You ask me if I love you, and I look into the magic of your eyes and promise, "Yes, I LOVE YOU.. I always will." |
My Dream of you and me WALKING TOGETHER ALONG THE SANDY BEATCH HAND IN HAND HAPPY AS THE LOVE CANT RUN AWAY AS YOU AND ME KISS I KNOW I WANT TO BE WITH YOU FOR ALWAYS HOLD EACH OTHER CLOSE AND AS WE LAY ON THE BEACH WATCH THE SUN SHINING DOWN ON US THAT MUST ONLY BE COMEING FROM IN SIDE HEAVEN FOR THAT KISS FIRST KISS I WOULD HAVE CHASED YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND FOR ANOTHER KISS I MUST BE IN HEAVEN HOLDING YOU AND AS WE KISS FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER AND EVER AND ME NEVER WANTING IT TO END FEALING THAT LOVE AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR BABY BLUE EYES AND CAN SEE BRIGHT STARS BEGIN TO SHINE BUT NOT QUITE AS BRIGHT AS YOU By me alun on 29/8/2006 2.25am |
Well I knew it at 1st glans but it was you that took that 1st chance And when you looked in to my eyes & I hoped it would be all Wright Then you touch me & I shake & then you beged my sole to take You cried in my arms a day I just sat & felt your Paine you brush your hand a cross my cheek I cant help it I am week I fall in to you arms & then the journey begins again And after all that we have been threw & after all that's been said an don I just want you to know my boy that you were all ways the only one we have gone are speared ways and we have seen are better days But it is so hard to stay apart when you have connected at the hart but then no mater what my friend we will always be hear in the end & after all we have been threw & after all that you keep giving I just wont you to know my boy that you made my live worth living & when some times when the world was crew & you come close to me we are one you & I hear in side It nolonger mater what they say Hear we are now & for ever we are joined at the sole together You have given my live your my best friend I will stand by you until the end And after we have been threw & after all that's been said & don I just want you to know my boy that you was all ways the only one From some time back in 2001 |
We have not met each other yet But we have crossed by each other like ships that are sailing at night passing each other by endlessly In the shadows we are destine To meat But endlessly We just pass each other by We have passed so many time That are lives are touching But yet we don't know it Are body's never met We just keep on going by endlessly As if we are only along floating In the sea mist with no think But are own forts And are own dreams That we keep to are selves Endlessly we are In each others dreams Trying to find one a another Only knowing there is Some one there in are dreams In are thoughts only believing Each other is a can only be a dream By me alun 8/8/2008 |
I wish I had your pair of wings Had them last night in my dreams I was chaising buterflies Till the sunrise broke my eyes Tonight the sky has glued my eyes Cause what they see's an angel hive I've got to touch that magic star And greet the angels in their hive Sometimes I wish I were an angel Sometimes I wish I were you Sometimes I wish I were an angel Sometimes I wish I were you All the sweet honey from above Pour it all over me sweet love While you're flying around my head Your honey kisses keep me fed I wish I had your pair of wings Just like last night in my dreams I was lost in paradise Wish I'd never opened my eyes Sometimes I wish I were an angel Sometimes I wish I were you Sometimes I wish I were an angel Sometimes I wish I were you But there's danger in the air Tryin' so hard to be unfair Danger's in the air Tryin' so hard to give us a scare But were not afraid Sometimes I wish I were an angel Sometimes I wish I were you Sometimes I wish I were an angel Sometimes I wish I were you Wish I were you Oh I wish I were you |
Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven? Would you feel the same if I saw you in Heaven? I must be strong and carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven Would you hold my hand if I saw you in Heaven? Would you help me stand if I saw you in Heaven? I'll find my way, through night and day, 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in Heaven Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please Beyond the door, there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in Heaven Would you know my name if I saw you in Heaven? Would you feel the same if I saw you in Heaven? I must be strong and carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong here in Heaven |
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one |